As you know, I'm part of the Beachbody world... and my team name is: Fearlessly Fit. I was reading a book last night and something the author said really spoke to me. It said, in order to truly be FEARLESS we much face our own fears. I have a lot of reasons WHY I decided to become a coach.. and WHY I keep pushing and for WHAT. I plan to begin to share more and more of myself with my loyal readers.
About 10 years ago, I went through a horrible breakup (something I look back on now and laugh because that breakup put me in the perfect position to meet the man of my dreams, my now husband). Inevitably, I experienced that "breakup diet".. we all know it and have likely been there. We are so depressed, we can't even eat. I got really skinny. Eventually, as I healed, I gained weight back. Then a few years ago, I was diagnosed with Lyme Disease - and it was bad. I lost a lot of weight then too. I was so thin that clothes would not stay on me. I had family and friends telling me I was too thin and I needed to eat. There was a little voice inside me that loved that. I wanted to be skinny and have that "thigh gap". But alas, once I started to get better, I gained weight back. I was never overweight by any means.. but that number on the scale increasing did a number on my psyche.
I strived to lose weight and be thin again.. knowing and being told by my husband and family that that wasn't the right thing to do.
I strived to lose weight and be thin again.. knowing and being told by my husband and family that that wasn't the right thing to do.
Eventually, I came to the conclusion that it's not the number on the scale - it's about being fit and healthy. Believe me, I still struggle each day with what I SEE in the mirror compared to what others see. But I know deep down, that I'm training to BE FIT and NOT SKINNY! I'm learning to love my body these days as I continue to work harder and harder both physically and mentally.
Find your passion to love yourself. Let's support one another on our own personal journeys - no matter what they may be.







